6年没见面没联络
你还存着我的电话号码
真的感动➕谢谢
反而我没有你的电话号码
哈哈
24.8.18
10.8.18
一个人的手术
孤独等级表
第十 = 一个人去做手术
一开始接触这个手术是因为网上资讯
搜索了很多关于这方面的事情
终于鼓起勇气去预约了
我决定了要做手术 = ICL
子茵陪我去检查
第一次去做检查
在里面检查了许许多多的仪器
也更进一步了解整个手术的过程和风险
建议是检查后不要驾车 因为视力很弱
但是性格不听劝告的我 还是自己驾车
因为不想被感觉麻烦
第二次去做检查
是我自己一个人去的
那个时候也没想太多 心想应该是普通检查
但是去到的时候 先是做个普通检查
接着被叫去躺着那里说要做进一步检查
放了麻醉药然后叫我看光点
他们把个圆柱体的东西放进我眼边
因为这样可以避免我把眨眼睛
接着就倒水进眼睛里 然后有个仪器在我眼里打转
这些都看的一清二楚 但完全没自觉的
那就检查完毕 并安排时间进行手术
原本是说4-8个礼拜的
但.....
不到2个礼拜收到来电说可以安排做手术了
哇 感觉太快了 好像没有什么心理准备
但知道要做手术的那一刻 我的心还是感觉害怕的
我再次的看清楚报告里写的风险
再上网继续找更多的资料
来安抚自己 没事的 告诉自己
手术的那一天早上
8点就到了
一样的 普通检查眼睛了
就被安排坐在那里等
突然医生叫我的名字了 这样太快了
因为我坐在那里不到10分钟
进去洗脸 换衣服 带shower cap 和鞋子
接着就放眼药水 把我的眼孔放大
但是我的眼孔就是放不大
医生护士都一直说在放眼药水一直放
我开始有点担心有点怕怕了
医生有给我吃药 说吃了会放松点
但最后还是放大了 可以开始手术了
手术开始是右眼先
护士会先确认我的名字与做什么手术才开始放麻醉药
医生吩咐说要看着那个灯光
在里面我是看的一清二楚 看到医生倒水进我的眼睛
看到医生放lens进我的眼睛 调整位子
还好 不是很痛 还可以忍
但是到左眼的时候我一直感觉到很痛
即使放了麻醉药都感觉痛
我开始紧张了慌了 因为我看不到灯光了
医生护士一直叫我放松 但我无法做到这一点
好不容易完成了 对自己说
我好勇敢 然后再也不会做第二次了
手术完后去拿药 并告诉我说第二天要回去复诊
要给医生检查伤口之类的
就这样一个人走进去一个人走会出来
接我的人呢？在那里呢？
原来她也刚刚好到了 我们就去走走吃吃东西
虽然看东西不是百分百清楚
但是都还看的东西
回去后就睡了不知道多少个小时
太多了 算不到了
第二天
紧张咯
我的视力 没想到真的可以看东西看的那么清楚
我还可以自己驾车去复诊
但是晚上驾车还是比较弱一点
因为灯光的问题 比较敏感一点
好吧 这几天就要麻烦我的钱包了吧
要搭grabcar了
从来没想过可以自己一个人去做手术
原来我是可以那么勇敢的
下次要挑战什么呢？
27.7.18
Stop complaint
1. Look at things from different perspective
2. Do things that you enjoy
3. Stop being around people you don't like
4. Don't make up expectation
5. Stop comparing
6. Accept changes
7. Take good care of your health
8. Take up your own responsibilities
9. Own a gratitude journal
10. Learn to let go of things
11. Failure will never overtake me of my determination to succeed is strong enough
12. Sometimes you don't realize your own strength until you come face to face with you greater weakness
13. A strong, positive self-image is the best possible preparation for success
14. The weak fall, but the strong will remain and never go under
15. Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strength. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.
16. If someone is strong enough to bring you down, show them you're strong enough to get back up
17. Be strong and face life, because sometimes life keeps nothing but only one option. Be strong anyway
18. A woman is like a tea bag. You can't tell how strong he is until you put her in hot water
19. Success is not final, failure is not fatal: It is the courage to continue the counts
20. You were given this life because you are strong enough to live it
21. True strength is keeping everything together when everyone expects you fall apart
22. Be strong, be fearless, be beautiful. And believe that anything is possible when you have the right people there to support you
23. Don't quit. Suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion
24. You cannot dream yourself into a character, you must hammer and forge yourself one
25. Life is full of happiness and tears. Be strong and have faith
26. Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength
27. Keep your head up, keep your heart strong
28. Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men
29. To survive in peace and harmony, united and strong, we must have one people, one nation, one flag
30. It's easier to build strong children than to repair broken men
31. The most beautiful people I've know are those who have known trials, have no struggles, have known loss, and have found their way out of the depths
32. A man must be big enough to admit his mistakes, smart enough to profit from them, and strong enough to correct them
33. You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have
34. Fall down seven times, get up eight
35. Be strong. Thing will get better. It might be stormy now but the rain won't last forever
36. A ship is always safe the shore, but that is not what it is built for
37. A heart is a strong muscle, and what do muscles do when they are torn? They grow back stronger
38. Nothing is impossible. The world itself say "I'm possible"
39. Be strong when you are weak, brave when you are scared, and humble when you are victorious
40. Some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go
41. If God send us on strong paths we are provided strong shoes
42. Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today
43. The world is the great gymnasium where we come to make ourselves strong
44. Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will
45. A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles
46. Nothing is so strong as gentleness, nothing so gentle as real strength
47. Anyone can hide. Facing up to things, working through them, that's what makes you strong
48. Life has many ways of testing a person's will either by having nothing happen at all or by having everything happen all at once
49. You've got to stay strong to be strong in tough times
50. The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places
51. Courage is looking fear right in the eye and saying "Get the hell out of my way. I've got thing to do"
52. A really strong woman accepts the war she went through and is ennobled by her scars
53. You've got three choice in life: give up, give in, give allyou've got
54. The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of strong
55. A strong team can take any crazy vision and turn it into reality
56. If you always put limit on everything you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limit. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyong
57. Where there is no striggle, there is no strength
58. The worst part about being strong is that no one ever asks if you're okay
59. Perhaps I am stronger that I think
60. Shallow men believe in luck. Strong men believe in cause and effect
12. Sometimes you don't realize your own strength until you come face to face with you greater weakness
13. A strong, positive self-image is the best possible preparation for success
14. The weak fall, but the strong will remain and never go under
15. Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strength. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.
16. If someone is strong enough to bring you down, show them you're strong enough to get back up
17. Be strong and face life, because sometimes life keeps nothing but only one option. Be strong anyway
18. A woman is like a tea bag. You can't tell how strong he is until you put her in hot water
19. Success is not final, failure is not fatal: It is the courage to continue the counts
20. You were given this life because you are strong enough to live it
21. True strength is keeping everything together when everyone expects you fall apart
22. Be strong, be fearless, be beautiful. And believe that anything is possible when you have the right people there to support you
23. Don't quit. Suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion
24. You cannot dream yourself into a character, you must hammer and forge yourself one
25. Life is full of happiness and tears. Be strong and have faith
26. Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength
27. Keep your head up, keep your heart strong
28. Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men
29. To survive in peace and harmony, united and strong, we must have one people, one nation, one flag
30. It's easier to build strong children than to repair broken men
31. The most beautiful people I've know are those who have known trials, have no struggles, have known loss, and have found their way out of the depths
32. A man must be big enough to admit his mistakes, smart enough to profit from them, and strong enough to correct them
33. You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have
34. Fall down seven times, get up eight
35. Be strong. Thing will get better. It might be stormy now but the rain won't last forever
36. A ship is always safe the shore, but that is not what it is built for
37. A heart is a strong muscle, and what do muscles do when they are torn? They grow back stronger
38. Nothing is impossible. The world itself say "I'm possible"
39. Be strong when you are weak, brave when you are scared, and humble when you are victorious
40. Some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go
41. If God send us on strong paths we are provided strong shoes
42. Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today
43. The world is the great gymnasium where we come to make ourselves strong
44. Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will
45. A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles
46. Nothing is so strong as gentleness, nothing so gentle as real strength
47. Anyone can hide. Facing up to things, working through them, that's what makes you strong
48. Life has many ways of testing a person's will either by having nothing happen at all or by having everything happen all at once
49. You've got to stay strong to be strong in tough times
50. The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places
51. Courage is looking fear right in the eye and saying "Get the hell out of my way. I've got thing to do"
52. A really strong woman accepts the war she went through and is ennobled by her scars
53. You've got three choice in life: give up, give in, give allyou've got
54. The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of strong
55. A strong team can take any crazy vision and turn it into reality
56. If you always put limit on everything you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limit. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyong
57. Where there is no striggle, there is no strength
58. The worst part about being strong is that no one ever asks if you're okay
59. Perhaps I am stronger that I think
60. Shallow men believe in luck. Strong men believe in cause and effect
16.7.18
检查眼睛
谢谢你陪我去检查眼睛
幸好我还可以驾车回去
因为真的觉的坐grabcar很麻烦
刚好我们都穿黑衣
在里面我到底检查过多少架机器
我已不记的了
检查完了我变成
看近的很模糊很晕
看远的就非常清楚
药力还没消掉
幸好也没有什么影响驾车
谢谢你愿意花时间在那里等我陪我
我很怕你觉的无聊很闲
一直叫你去走街吃东西先
27.6.18
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